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I am home from church again with sickies. James is sick and Zachary seems to have a fever. I had what James has a few days ago. Headache, swollen glands, and sore throat. Not fun, hopefully it will go away quick and no one else will get it. I think Zachary's is from teething. He is getting his 4th tooth on the bottom and his molars are swollen. He got all 4 of his top teeth at the same time. I have never had a baby do that before. And now his molars are getting ready to come through. I don't like babies teething.

We have had another death in the family. My Grandma's (my mom's mom) boyfriend. He recently found out he had cancer in the pancreas, liver?, and prostate. Apparently it was so bad that the Dr. didn't give him very long to live. A few months at most. They told him 6 mos. He was not sure of his salvation and was very scared to die. I don't know any details yet. I so hope he got saved! To die and not know where you're going must be awful! Pray for family members during this time please! Especially my grandma. She will have alot of decisions to make in the next few days/weeks.

I wonder if what "they" say is true? Bad things happen in three's? That's 3 deaths. I am thinking not though. It seems like there is so much bad stuff going on lately. People falling away from the Lord, churches going bad, etc... It can all be so depressing at times. I feel so overwhelmed just by everyday life and the big stuff just makes me feel like I've collapsed! The only cure for that though, is standing on the Rock. Keeping our focus on Him, Staying the course!

I'm Standing on the Solid Rock


Through my disappointments, strife and discontentment
I cast my every care on the Lord.
No matter what obsession, pain or deep depression
I'm standing on the solid rock.

I'm standing on the rock of ages,
Safe from all the storm that rages
Rich, but not from Satan's wages.
I'm standing on the solid rock.

Even though He's gone now, I don't feel alone,
With comfort came the spirit of the Lord.
Now with His hand or guide me from temptation hide me
I'm standing on the solid rock.

I'm standing on the rock of ages,
Safe from all the storm that rages
Rich, but not from Satan's wages.
I'm standing on the solid rock.

Now I'm pressing onward, each step leads me homeward
I'm trusting in my Savior day by day
Close is our relation, firm is it's foundation
I'm standing on the solid rock.

I'm standing on the rock of ages,
Safe from all the storm that rages
Rich, but not from Satan's wages.
I'm standing on the solid rock.